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Do you care? Did you ever?
Was there anything you've ever wanted more?
More than ever, you've been pacing every room
Just sit down, pull together
Hold the thought and never let it go
Pull together, you've been pacing every room
New words to fall asleep to, dream with
Stop hiding inside yourself
Find a way to fins what you're after
Fight all disasters
And find your own way
I'll find my own way out
"I'll be there, I swear I won't let you down"
You swore
"I'll be there, I swear"
But you weren't around
You swore
New words to fall asleep again
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What Hurts Me The Most
03:16
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Smile, your eyes look so sad
It's not like everything we've had is broken down
It's just changing
Shows just how different we are
When time will see us fall apart
If it seen us at all
Was this everything you've ever wanted
Everything you ever needed
Holding something so small
Am I better off on my own?
Cause it's not me
All the things I want that we can't be
All the words I'd say but we don't speak
You're trying to forget and you tell me
That hurts me the most
Don't act so surprised
You let go
Cause I'm sick of risking
All the life I've thrown
Am I better off on my own?
Cause it's not me
All the things I want that we can't be
All the words I'd say but we don't speak
You're trying to forget and you tell me
That hurts me the most
And I miss the thought of what could be
And hope's sitting there in front of me
It's not out of mind but it's out of reach for me
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I'm calling you out in my own way
I'm calling you out on your own
Past the words
Past the obvious arrogance not unheard
I'm a little over your own way
You're a little over indulged
In your own
In a way I can't take and it's closed for good
You know I will
I over stepped that mark
Inside I was always at fault
I crossed that line
But I'm a little over it
I'll take one last look
At the shame that I'll always endure
Was it all my fault?
All at one time she was falling apart
She was calling and crying
I held her head close to my heart
And it felt so good
Things I ignored
The guilt I was feeling, the fact it was wrong
I tried to hold on for so long
Cause it felt so good
Hide my face from prying eyes
That make me feel so sorry
That this happening
Right when I see
That this could be me
She's falling down all around me
Falling down right in front of me
Oh, I've seen it all
With my own eyes
Taking it on
Righting my own rights
Oh I've seen it all
With my own eyes
Taking it on
Fighting my own fight
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You Never Don't
03:51
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All so awkward, Oh so sure
You'll give me yours, I'm holding mine
I'll try to hear you out this time
It was over, I was sure
There's something there you fail to see
It doesn't feel the same for me
But don't say
I'll be the one to blame
No one's to blame
Hold onto the one's that you love
Hold dearly the things you're clearly thinking of
Don't be scared, I'll be there if you call
And I'll sit by the embers, fading so slow
Breathe calmly, you'll be alright
And I'll drink from the water you left alone
Breathe calmly, you'll be alright
Honestly though, you'll be relieved
When you find your way home
Please let me know
Give me a reason you're distant and closed
Heartbreak to heartache
You're acting so cold
Say to me now if you're scared and alone
We need to change for better or for worse
Why's it so hard to find
A reason why we try?
Don't say a word
And I'll sit by the embers, fading so slow
Breathe calmly, you'll be alright
And I'll drink from the water you left alone
Breathe calmly, you'll be alright
Honestly though, you'll be relieved
If you find your way out
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A Love Of Kissing No One
04:04
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Sleepless nights
Is where this story started
Blood and teardrops
And fears of failing hearts
It was you that took that first step
Ever since you've left me breathless
But it's hard to be left walking in the dark
Just one kiss, it's obvious i need this
Times depressing whenever you're not here
And it's wrong to feel I know this
When your love is someone elses
While my mind ignores, my eyes just can't deny
So tear down, tear it down
Why's it hard to stop pretending
Someone new for something ending
Tear down, it wears me out
Take the it me to talk this over
Love grows strong while hearts grow colder
Tear down, or tear it out
I'll be the life that you wanted
I'll be the knife to end it
Cause we tried, but we failed
Doubt leads to fear
Leads to you leaving me right here
Hope disappears
Leads to you leaving me in tears
Lie for, cry for, die for me
Would you lie for, cry for, die for me?
Would you die for me?
Whisper in my ears or scream out
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It grows ever, ever so slow
With no thoughts of letting her know
When all you wanted was
Someone to rely on, something you could hold
When all you wanted was
A chance to ask her over, and over
To love as if you don't know loss
To do the things we do so well
To hold the smile that feels like home
Don't stop cause I'm not letting go
A dream of ever after, awake alone and cold
Don't stop cause I'm not letting go
The thought of me without you
An empty heart to hold
Don't stop cause I'm not letting go
The misery in mystery, it makes this so hard
When I'm feeling so close, but we're so far apart
And honestly, the part of me that feels so low
Is the part that can't speak when the words mean the most
It won't stop cause I'm not letting go
Was it all over then?
Was it all ever gone?
Does it still hurt when I say that I'll always be yours?
To love as if you don't know loss
To do the things we do so well
To hold the smile that feels like home
Don't stop cause I'm not letting go
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